why i wun learn to be satisfied with things?
I dunno whats wrong with me.. seriously. i Didnt put in 100% for this bt, i only like 75%?? i didnt really study for like 10 to 6 like last time when i prepare for my promos n Ct, den i still expecting myself to do very well.. although i can roughly estimate how much i get le, but still i not happy, is like, i must top the subject or b the top few, den i will be happy like tt lo.. i dunno whats wrong with me..I like to compare compare n compare.. i just cant get it off my mind! i dunno why... I alr got the As i want, but i still wanna get high high above the rest, but mok, mok mok.. u didnt study hard enough, so stop kpkbkpkb le.. i think others will be sian of u oso.. pls,be contented and live on.. START To be attentive in lectures, start to do tutorials again, start to wisely use ur breaks in sch to study, so u dun need to study tt much at home can rest. ya..
This time i feel tt im so close to getting triple A's.... My physics alr 82%, my maths i expecting more den 80 too, Chem mb will get low low A, if not den B le. But yet im so sad moody.. Ive been eating alot alot ese days. Keep on eating for no reasons, full oso eat.. heck la.. Just hope eating these days will make my feelings better..
And for the thing, i think i shld be more independent.. shld learn to live alone, shld learn to be scare oso, learn tt anything can happen, this way everything ll be better rit? sound abit stupid, but, thats wht she thinks too, wad can i do? Nvm la. Soon everything ll be better la .. i believe...
Again, im still sick of CO, freaking hell hope i can annouce i step down n ask someother ppl to take over.. If im given the chance, i ll do so. Shall end my journey here, seriously sick of it. I dun mind giving up on this leadership position n graduate without it written in my cert. i hope i can stop all ese now.Be a normal member n live a normal life.
Lastly, i will end with this statement from roland lee..."
you cannot deceive yourself, you know you have done well,U must not always be happy only when the impossible is attained" Mok, u must learn these words.. ok?
This time i feel tt im so close to getting triple A's.... My physics alr 82%, my maths i expecting more den 80 too, Chem mb will get low low A, if not den B le. But yet im so sad moody.. Ive been eating alot alot ese days. Keep on eating for no reasons, full oso eat.. heck la.. Just hope eating these days will make my feelings better..
And for the thing, i think i shld be more independent.. shld learn to live alone, shld learn to be scare oso, learn tt anything can happen, this way everything ll be better rit? sound abit stupid, but, thats wht she thinks too, wad can i do? Nvm la. Soon everything ll be better la .. i believe...
Again, im still sick of CO, freaking hell hope i can annouce i step down n ask someother ppl to take over.. If im given the chance, i ll do so. Shall end my journey here, seriously sick of it. I dun mind giving up on this leadership position n graduate without it written in my cert. i hope i can stop all ese now.Be a normal member n live a normal life.
Lastly, i will end with this statement from roland lee..."
you cannot deceive yourself, you know you have done well,U must not always be happy only when the impossible is attained" Mok, u must learn these words.. ok?
posted by mokky @ 4:09 AM
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